Monday, June 7, 2010

i wonder sometimes.

about how people develop. why do we all seem relatively happy as children, but grow old to be at a loss of hope and saddened and beat up by the world? why is it that when we're children everyone says "stop it" "shush" "you can't do that. you shouldn't do that"; and after a while, we start believing them? why are so few of us left active, healthy, and without personality disorders? we grow up to be the old cynical people we never wanted to be. Or the lonely, and sad, only because we accustom ourselves to believe that the world is too much to handle. It never used to be. We were just curious. Young and bright eyed. More full of wonder than anything else. The world was strange, but not a place to be afraid of.

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So lets become children again. Regain control over ourselves and our perception of the world. Lets tell ourselves we can, instead of we can't. Lets make our worlds small, know our neighborhoods and ride bikes. Spend time with each other just because we've got all day. Play night games and quit worrying about mosquitos or work in the morning. Let the idea of money become abstract and unimportant. Learn to bake and have conversations. Receive heirlooms from strangers and become ourselves again. it might be difficult, but it's worth a shot. to enjoy ourselves and our existence. i think we can. mmm. yes. to become lovely.















<3 love. completely.

2 comments:

  1. I feel this.
    This is the reason I loved my job so much.
    Those kids kept me sane.
    They reminded me how important it is to be happy.
    Kids have optimism and they don't know anything about consequences.

    So, I wonder...
    What's wrong with NOT learning from hurt, heartache, and life's day-to-day letdowns?

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  2. YES. This is so so beautiful. Ours. Lets, just do this! Yes!

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