small things keep happening alongside the big things, just to keep me in check. terrible, sad, lonely morning. me, alone. painting a lonely sleepy kitty on some canvas. reds/yellows/blues. ohhhhh the blues. pillows. pinks. eyes shut. calming.
therapy.
still feeling sad, lonely, on an island. dear grandmother takes me to lunch.
she talks about family. she asks questions. takes me to my first ever 3D movie. a sweet
little movie. despicable me. and afterwards, i want to adopt children, and become a little sinister.
i want to steal the moon.
lightening storm.
i want things to be okay. truly. making it happen, seems a little impossible at the moment, but i know it'll happen.
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