....

.....and just like that
we took our last breaths
heaving sighs and stuttering inhales interrupted by tears
even though "we loved with a love that was more than love"
who says how long love can last?
horridly apparent, nevermore.
alone, alone. awfully so.
quite possibly the worst way.
when trust is all we were riding on, the chord was snipped into nothing.
dropped into the farthest outer limits of space
drifting on my unknowings.
how did we get here?
the conscientious decision to pull the rug out from underneath my feet.
to put an end to the happiness.
leaving me in a constant state of wonder, and delusions.
a dream within a dream, i cease to exist, or forget how to.