battles.

I keep trying;

and trying,

to salvage something, anything, any of the feelings that were felt before.

all that seems to happen lately is criticisms of things I'm not doing right. No happiness.

So cold.

Nothing but fighting. From all aspects; every corner of the relationship; has something wrong with it in your point of view.

And somehow its all my fault. I "don't put in effort".

All I can think; is nostalgic. Thinking back to how happy we were.

And wondering where the wrong turn was made.

And how all this hurt it's causing, maybe it's not even worth fighting for anymore.

I'm exhausted. And sick of being yelled at.

I don't deserve it. I'm tired. I don't know what else I can do.