Tuesday, July 20, 2010

weep.

i like it soft,
i like it wet,
i like my makeup
in a mess.

so i cry hard

let it fall.

and i wont stop until my tears are all shed.


....so i weep.

mental blockage.

why is it that i truly deeply want to be happy;

but something feels all wrong?

what to do? anyone?....hello?

2 comments:

  1. Jordan, I really want to come home, lay on your bed, and talk. I love you, and I know that tears are a physical expression of emotion and crying them only helps us to solve the problem and when we don't cry, it makes it worse. So cry.

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  2. i've been feeling these same feelings, no idea how to express myself. i feel overwhelmed. and then i read your words... and there it is, everything i'm feeling in a way i can't seem to let out in words. though i see your struggling, it comforts me to know that i'm not alone. that i'm not the only one who gets this way. i'm not the only one who breaks down. i hope you find some comfort in knowing that your not alone either.
    we'll be okay.
    it'll pass.

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